SEARCH YOUR SOUL

Is it not our desire for more that makes Tirumalai the place we believe it to be.
our desire for sense objects and their unending quest has made Tirumalai an abode of greedy pilgrims,touts officers and politicians.
we desire to see and fill ourselves with something which is infinite when we ourselves are finite. Is it possible to hold the ocean in our palm?
Is it not better that if we immerse ourselves in that ocean.
If we understand that it is he who has to see us and not we him then we will rid the hills of the burden that we are.
HOW IS THAT RELATED TO CORRUPTION?
We are frail. even to see the lord we want to be transported in luxury.  airconditioned cars,luxurious rooms,and the fastest darshan. we want to go inside in a hurry and come out faster. we do not want to be seperated from our families in the 'q'we would rather not go backbut want them to come in front pushing others wating for a longer time. all in a place which is supposed to be serene and peaceful.
FOR THIS WE PAY.
ARE WE SELLING OUR ATMAN AND THEN ASKING PARAMATMAN TO ENTER OUR SOULLESS BODIES?
READ ON. 
Next. how I went to Tirumalai free.